Happy July 4th Everyone! Here is a draft of a post I started writing on New Years Day. The first day of my cleansing. But it was somehow unpublished. I just want to be able to document my growth as a person. Enjoy!
When education and relationships fuse
First off I would like to start off by saying HAPPY NEW YEAR my beautiful readers! This is my first post of 2013 and I would like to take a vow of consistency this year. Therefore, I will be making an effort to post twice a week. I currently have some issues with my computer (my baby burned out) but I love writing so were going to make it happen somehow, someway.
So...I am currently going through some issues with my friends from school and I thought I should reflect on this because I am sure we all have these problems.
Now I've always hated clicks. And I guess that's why I am so shy. However, since high school I've always tried to socialize with many different groups of people rendering myself versatile and friendly. I did not want to feel as if I belonged to one group but hey no matter how hard you fight it, no matter what age or setting, there are always going to be CLICKS.
My freshman year I met a lot of people but this was the second year of my 5 year relationship and I'm sure you know that at that stage you're pretty much glued to his side and on top of that I was EXTREMELY homesick. And this lasted for about two years. So I pretty much had a small circle of friends and a bunch of acquaintances.
I met these girls my freshman year who I eventually ended up becoming roommates with and all hell went down! That's when I realized that you really can't dorm with friends. Long story short we've been "friends" ever since. There is still a lot of unresolved tension between us and since I am the "most" un-confrontational friend in the bunch the problems seemingly always revolve around me and my roommate in the suite. Now I always told that "your going to meet some of your best friends in college..." But what happened to me because it seems like I somehow skipped that stage. What is fake anyway?
Fake (my definition) : A person or thing that causes unnecessary drama by conspiring and spreading information about particular individuals with the awareness that the drama can manifest.
I just like peace. I'm unconfrontational. What's the difference?
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